Wow, things just get better and better each day, don't they ?

Firstly, I feel completely lost and blank. I feel like I'm stuck on a boat in the midst of the ocean, with my brain all thirsty for directions. That's how lost and blank I feel. And also I kept thinking that if things always don't go right or they don't go the way I want it to, then probably they're not meant to be.

Secondly, I feel stupid because when I think back, I feel negative MOST of the time. And that just aint right. I feel that way because I make myself feel that way, which is stupid because I actually have the choice to not make myself feel that way...although it is not and never easy.

Urgh ~ Life is hard