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Friday, February 24, 2012
3 weeks till holidays ! ^_^
I am so tired and fuckin stress.
3 projects, 2 done. 1 more to go. Unfortunately, this one is being a bitch. About insurance. Like hello, how the fuck am I suppose to know about insurance. I am18 years old. I don't need to know about all these yet. I can only get information by doing research.
I have less than 2 weeks to complete everything. I have to memorize some scripts for role plays.
I heard from my classmate that we have to go to some motherfuckin hotel for I don't know what bullshit. If on that day, we have to wear fucking formal, I swear I will not go. I fucking hate wearing formal. I will sweat like shit, and when that happens, nothing will look formal anymore.
We'll see how that goes.
Dead as busy
Friday, February 17, 2012
I haven't been updating my blog this whole week, whoops ! :/ Too busy with projects and school, most of the days school ended early but I always have to stay back with my friends to do our projects. That's how committed my group is ;) I'll be speechless if we get average marks for all our hard work.
Anyway, this week has been really good to me. I'm still trying to get a hold of certain things though ;)
Monday school ended early. Tuesday I only had a 2 hour lesson in school and after that I went to town with my handsome brother to buy a new bag for school ! I'm soooo in <3 with it now ^_^ We went from Somerset to Orchard and then to City Hall.
It was an awkward day as well, cos it was "Vday". There were tons of couples outside and nothing is weird-er than having wrong perception from people if they think my brother and I are couple. OHH HELLLL NOOO ! xDD
Well, at least my brother did a little bit of shopping as well on that day so i didn't think too much ;)
And then, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday was alright.
I still have abt 4 weeks to go till the holidays :DDD
Its MOANDAY!
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Oh perfect, it's Monday already. I've lost track on how many more weeks I've got till the holidays, but it's ok. 16 March, I look forward to you ! ;D
Brother is back home already from camp, he'll be home till end of this week. Omg, I swear, whenever he stays up late until 4-5 in the morning, I'll always envy him cos he gets to sleep while I have to get ready for school. Boooo ! -_____-
Well, thank God I'll be ending school early later...although I have to arrive in class by 8am :/ We'll see how Monday is gonna treat me and my loved ones ! Insyallah it'll be a GREAT day to start this week with :)) <3
I year 7 months
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Today, this date, 12 of every month, used to be the day where me and my past partner would wish and thank each other for sticking together no matter what ;) Whatever happened in the past, stays in the past. Those sweet and bitter memories, those happy times and those painful heartbreaking disappointments.
Well, I guess that's what makes a 'good' relationship. Overall, it was a nice experience :)
Alright, enough of these immatured stuff. Parents will be going to a wedding tomorrow at some hotel. I am so jealous, I wish I was invited but, no -_- The whole day yesterday I was busy with my damn projects, and I really reeeeeally need a new bagpack for school.
And ooo, finally I have something to look forward to and be excited/nervous about ! My parents and I already set another appointment with the dentist for the minor surgery D: It will be on 16 March. The day where my school holidays will be starting as well ! Woot woot ^_^
I hope that everything will go well, and that things will get better for me ;))
MASTER OF COMPLAIN
Thursday, February 9, 2012
I am so not looking forward to projects.
Tomorrow is Friday, but I'm not looking forward for tomorrow's event. I wish I could just skip school. I will be spending 3 hours(or more) under the scorching hot sun, from 8am to 11am ;(
Be prepared for crazy mad dog sweat and headache.
Can't complain much, won't do any good, BUT, I still want to complain.
Another dentist appointment tomorrow afternoon, I'll just hope that everything will go well ;)
Wonder
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
I am sleepy and tired and hungry.
Today my first ever project was given out to me, and has to be done by 9 March. Thank God it's an individual project. I dislike group projects because either I do all the work and the rest just basically do nothing, OR, I don't do any work and the rest do everything. Lol ;)
We'll see how that goes.
I am in need of a bag pack. I can't bring a one-sided shoulder bag every single day to school -__-
Probably I'm gonna go out and find out either this weekend or next.
We'll see how that goes as well.
Somehow I realize how fast time flies now. It's almost gonna be the middle of February.
INSANE. It's like getting MINDFUCKED ~
And then at times, I feel like time pass so mothereffin slow.
16 MARCH a.k.a the holiday ! Come on, why do you have to be so far from 9 February ?!?!?!
Haiyo
Fucking dream big
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Can I please, one day, see myself going to a music school or something ?
Can my future please have something to do with music ?
Haiz ~ Dream on la Wani, dream on. They say dream big right...so dream big.
;(
I've come to realize that there are SO many fake friends in my class. Farking hell.
We'll see how far they can go with their fake smiles, fake laughters, fake concern. All those damn fakeness in them.
I'm genuine and real as hell.
Tomorrow is going to be another long day for me. 8 in the morning, all the way till farking 3 in the afternoon. WHAT A LIFE -_-
And tomatoes gonna tomate
Monday, February 6, 2012
YEAPPPPPPP. So, we'll see how things are gonna go tomorrow and the days after...
:DD
Judge a book by its cover
Monday for me was ok. It was better than the past Mondays because I had fun with some classmates. One of my friend told me that someone in my class dislikes me. It's a girl. Someone who doesn't even know me AT ALL.
And the reason why she dislikes me ? She said I have 'attitude' -__- Die ckp aku kerek. Wow ~
I wasn't shocked because I know that this was coming. I can tell from that person's body language and eye contact way before my friend told me this.
Firstly, you label me as having 'that' attitude, when in class I am mostly quiet, unless someone were to talk to me. How and why the fuck would you call someone that is quiet, as having 'that' attitude huh ? From my experience, I thought that people who are noisy and all over the place are the ones that should be labeled as what you called me.
Why are you pinpointing someone innocent like me ?
I know I'm not the only one who's experiencing this immature bullshit.
I'll just hope you won't come to school for most days, cos right when you step in the class, MY FUCKING DAY IS RUINED.
But it's ok. I'm trying to not care about this :)))
So fucking fast
Sunday, February 5, 2012
BLOODY HELL. How can this be happening ?! Tomorrow is Monday !
I always say this every Sunday. Complaining about how I'm lazy and not ready for school.
The usuals ;)
If I were a dude, I'd be serving National Service now so that I won't have to go for school.
I see my brother having fun during his NS.
I am random and bored as fuck.
Monday dear, PLEASE PLEASE, be good to me. I end at 4pm, be good to be the whole day please ? :)))
Luckily..
Saturday, February 4, 2012
I purposely went out to the library earlier because I had to return some books.
I am really glad my good friend came along :D We laughed our ass off all the way. I was SO tempted to smoke when my friend bought our favorite ciggarette! Ahh~ But no, it was all good :)
There's just too much funny things that happened just now, I can't even elaborate. Well, at least my Saturday was well spent ;))
Anyways, on our way home, I saw this snacks vending machine. I was so excited when I saw it, I spent about $4 on it! My all-time favorite childhood snack was in it, so I bought 2 of those...and some others snacks. Also, I borrowed another book from a library :)
TEEHEE ! ^_^
That's pretty much it. Hi Sunday ! The weekends pass by so fucking fast ! Urgh~
Screw this bittchhh
Friday, February 3, 2012
And then, today I woke up with cramps on my stomach and legs. Wow, what's better than starting my day with cramps.
So, tomorrow I have to return the library books I borrowed, especially the motivational book, kind of a bummer, but whatever.
I thought to myself, "FUCK IT!"
I don't need this book to get me through my own struggle. I am my own motivation :)
We'll see how tomorrow goes ;)
Sudden obsession
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Right. So very recently, I've started to listen to Panic! At The Disco, just like how I used to last time... and dang it, i miss them !
Especially Brendon <3 My friend and I used to be crazy over them during our secondary school days. Goodness ! Brendon is sexy as fackkkkk ;)))))
You dont know a thing a thing abt my sins, how the misery begin
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Everyday is a struggle for me. I've always wanted things to change, and I've always had this thing called 'hope' in the back of my mind. When there's opportunities for me to believe in something, I believe in it well. But as soon as things go wrong, I start to fall back to square one.
I hate the feeling of putting on so much effort on something, hoping that things will get better, but in the end, everything is put to waste. All that hardwork I put in just so I can have have faith and believe. Everything is put to waste.
Before all that happened, of course I told myself "Have faith and believe that things will change for the better"...
After all that happened though, I thought to myself "Oh, yeah, things are changing" and I was too happy. But I was wrong. In fact, I was very wrong.
I hate putting on such a very heavy load of hope and faith on something, because this is what happens... All bitter and disappointing.
Oh God, Is part my life really this disappointing, or am I just dreaming ? When can I wake up to a 'new' day ?
Please.. answer me ;(