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You dont know a thing a thing abt my sins, how the misery begin
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Everyday is a struggle for me. I've always wanted things to change, and I've always had this thing called 'hope' in the back of my mind. When there's opportunities for me to believe in something, I believe in it well. But as soon as things go wrong, I start to fall back to square one.
I hate the feeling of putting on so much effort on something, hoping that things will get better, but in the end, everything is put to waste. All that hardwork I put in just so I can have have faith and believe. Everything is put to waste.
Before all that happened, of course I told myself "Have faith and believe that things will change for the better"...
After all that happened though, I thought to myself "Oh, yeah, things are changing" and I was too happy. But I was wrong. In fact, I was very wrong.
I hate putting on such a very heavy load of hope and faith on something, because this is what happens... All bitter and disappointing.
Oh God, Is part my life really this disappointing, or am I just dreaming ? When can I wake up to a 'new' day ?
Please.. answer me ;(